oh my god. sorry to those who have been reading my entries.. it's boring i know. im a boring person aint i? hahah.
i dun even have colours to decorate and accentuate the words that i used to express how i feel. looks like my life, in summary, it's just black and white mod.
these days.. there are many things that have kept me busy. busy thinking that is. first is the dance recital. should i even join? it coincides with my exams. this exam isnt a play thing, if i fail.. i got to retake the module again, which sucks cause it'll mean i have to take an extra subject on top of the 4 modules i have to take next year. but, i really hope to join this recital. it's like doing something that i have a liking for. and finally doing a performance after going for numerous dance lessons. oh my god.. it's a confusing matter. anw, i've signed up. i'll see the commitment level and then decide from there.
yesterday, mimi, inge, vic, cheryl and i met up. had dinner at pasta de waraku! it was D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S! hahah. then went to have ben and jerry's ice cream.. sinful! and after that we went to have twister fries! hahah yesterday was a gluton-ny day! but we all had fun eating. what's life without all these guilty pleasures? yum yum! hahah. on a more serious note, when we were having twister fries, they were talking abt relationships. it was serious, heart to heart talk. i didnt say much during the conversation but i heard what they all had to say.. besides all of them have been in one except me.. hah. and to tell you the truth, im a lil scared now. what they said, what they've been through. it's hard, painful, harsh.. but yet, they were willing to do it again if time were to reverse. ironic? foolish? i dun know. and when i think hard abt this, i think everyone of us would have done the same if time were to reverse. it's true especially when u like(or love.. i dun use love cause it's kinda overrated) the person so much. hah.. i guess this is true.. though i havent been in one.. i know i would have chose the same thing as them as well(:
mimi, vic.. be strong! i know everything happens for a reason. they say, ''it's better to have love and lost than not to have love at all''. you guys have been through trials, lived through memories, that, im sure, will last a lifetime. cherish them!
hah.. are we a fool when it comes to love or do we choose to be one.. hmm..